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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:06 pm
    @@@@@When it was proved, however, to have done
    @@@@@When it was proved, however, to
    have done William no harm, she could allow it to be a kindness,
    and even reward the owner with a smile when the animal was one
    minute tendered to his use again; and the next, with the greatest
    cordiality, and in a manner not to be resisted, made over to his use
    entirely so long as he remained in Northamptonshire
    206
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXV
    THE INTERCOURSE of the two families was at this period more nearly
    restored to what it had been in the autumn, than any member of
    the old intimacy had thought ever likely to be againThe return of
    Henry Crawford, and the arrival of William Price, had much to
    do with it, but much was still owing to Sir Thomas’s more than
    toleration of the neighbourly attempts at the ParsonageHis mind,
    now disengaged from the cares which had pressed on him at first,
    was at leisure to find the Grants and their young inmates really
    worth visiting; and though infinitely above scheming or contriving
    for any the most advantageous matrimonial establishment that
    could be among the apparent possibilities of any one most dear to
    him, and disdaining even as a littleness the being quick-sighted
    on such points, he could not avoid perceiving, in a grand and
    careless way, that MrCrawford was somewhat distinguishing his
    niece—nor perhaps refrain (though unconsciously) from giving a
    more willing assent to invitations on that account
    His readiness, however, in agreeing to dine at the Parsonage, when
    the general invitation was at last hazarded, after many debates and
    many doubts as to whether it were worth while, “because Sir Thomas
    seemed so ill inclined, and Lady Bertram was so indolent!”
    proceeded from good-breeding and goodwill alone, and had nothing
    to do with MrCrawford, but as being one in an agreeable group:
    for it was in the course of that very visit that he first began to think
    that any one in the habit of such idle observations would have thought
    that MrCrawford was the admirer of Fanny Price
    The meeting was generally felt to be a pleasant one, being composed
    in a good proportion of those who would talk and those who
    would listen; and the dinner itself was elegant and plentiful, according
    to the usual style of the Grants, and too much according to the
    207
    Jane Austen
    usual habits of all to raise any emotion except in MrsNorris, who
    could never behold either the wide table or the number of dishes on
    it with patience, and who did always contrive to experience some
    evil from the passing of the servants behind her chair, and to bring
    away some fresh conviction of its being impossible among so many
    dishes but that some must be cold
    In the evening it was found, according to the predetermination of
    MrsGrant and her sister, that after making up the whist-table there
    would remain sufficient for a round game, and everybody being as
    perfectly complying and without a choice as on such occasions they
    always are, speculation was decided on almost as soon as whist; and
    Lady Bertram soon found herself in the critical situation of being
    applied to for her own choice between the games, and being required
    either to draw a card for whist or notLuckily
    Sir Thomas was at hand
    “What shall I do, Sir Thomas? Whist and speculation; which will
    amuse me most?”
    Sir Thomas, after a moment’s thought, recommended speculation
    He was a whist player himself, and perhaps might feel that it
    would not much amuse him to have her for a partner
    “Very well,” was her ladyship’s contented answer; “then speculation,
    if you please, MrsI know nothing about it, but Fanny
    must teach me
    Here Fanny interposed, however, with anxious protestations of
    her own equal ignorance; she had never played the game nor seen it
    played in her life; and Lady Bertram felt a moment’s indecision
    again; but upon everybody’s assuring her that nothing could be so
    easy, that it was the easiest game on the cards, and Henry Crawford’s
    stepping forward with a most earnest request to be allowed to sit
    between her ladyship and Miss Price, and teach them both, it was
    so settled; and Sir Thomas, MrsGrant
    being seated at the table of prime intellectual state and dignity, the
    remaining six, under Miss Crawford’s direction, were arranged round
    the otherIt was a fine arrangement for Henry Crawford, who was
    close to Fanny, and with his hands full of business, having two persons’
    cards to manage as well as his own; for though it was impossible
    for Fanny not to feel herself mistress of the rules of the game in
    208
    Mansfield Park
    three minutes, he had yet to inspirit her play, sharpen her avarice,
    and harden her heart, which, especially in any competition with
    William, was a work of some difficulty; and as for Lady Bertram, he
    must continue in charge of all her fame and fortune through the
    whole evening; and if quick enough to keep her from looking at her
    cards when the deal began, must direct her in whatever was to be
    done with them to the end of it
    He was in high spirits, doing everything with happy ease, and preeminent
    in all the lively turns, quick resources, and playful impudence
    that could do honour to the game; and the round table was
    altogether a very comfortable contrast to the steady sobriety and orderly
    silence of the other
    Twice had Sir Thomas inquired into the enjoyment and success
    of his lady, but in vain; no pause was long enough for the time his
    measured manner needed; and very little of her state could be known
    till MrsGrant was able, at the end of the first rubber, to go to her
    and pay her compliments
    “I hope your ladyship is pleased with the game
    “Oh dear, yes! very entertaining indee
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:06 pm
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    “Yes, well, you should know that you’ve involved yourself in what appears to be an extremely
    sensitive government operation, that’s the bottom lineOn the assumption that anyone in an
    emergency leaving one place for another would do so with the fastest transportation possible, our
    rumbottom detective went to Logan Airport, under what guise I don’t knowNevertheless, he
    succeeded in obtaining the manifests of every plane leaving Boston yesterday morning from the
    first flight at six-thirty Jimmy choo handbag to ten o’clockAs you recall, that corresponds with the parameters of your
    statement to me—‘leaving first thing in the morning ”
    “And?”
    “Patience, RandolphYou told me not to write anything down, so I must take this step by step
    Where was I?”
    “The manifestsWell, according to Detective Sleaze, there were eleven unaccompanied children
    booked on various flights, and eight women, two of them nuns, who had reservations with minors
    Of these eight, including the nuns who were taking nine orphans to prada clutch California, the remaining six
    were identified as follows The old man reached into his pocket and shakily took out a typewritten
    sheet of paper“Obviously, I did not write thisI don’t own a typewriter because I can’t type; it
    comes from Führer Sleaze
    “Let me have it!” ordered Gates, rushing forward, his hand outstretched
    “Surely,” said the seventy-year-old disbarred attorney, giving the page to his former student“It
    won’t do you much good, however,” he added“Our Sleaze checked them out, more black gucci watch to inflate his
    hours than for anything elseNot only are they all squeaky clean, but he performed that
    unnecessary service after the real information was uncovered
    “What?” asked Gates, his attention diverted from the page“What information?”
    “Information that neither Sleaze nor I would write down anywhereThe first hint of it came
    from the morning setup clerk for Pan American AirlinesHe mentioned to our lowbrow detective
    that among his problems yesterday was a hotshot politician, or someone quilted bag chanel equally offensive, who
    needed diapers several minutes after our clerk went on duty at five-forty-fiveDid you know that
    diapers come in sizes and are locked away in an airline’s contingency supplies?”
    “What are you trying to tell me?”
    “All the stores in the airport were closedThey open at seven o’clock
    “So?”
    “So someone in a hurry forgot somethingA lone woman with a five-year-old child and an
    infant were leaving Boston on a private jet taking off on the runway nearest the Pan Am rolex ladies watches shuttle
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:07 pm
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    sidesaddle, and she was very pleased with herselfShe had had to
    fight MrsSims like a tiger, but she had wonCharlotte
    had been amazedNo one, she said, ever argued with Daisy Sims and
    wonNo one till me, maybe, Scarlett thoughtI won the wallet chanel argument
    with
    Charlotte, tooBart Morland's hunt was no place for Scarlett to make
    her emergence into the world of Irish society, said CharlotteHe
    himself was beyond reproach and, except for his lack of money, one of
    the most eligible bachelors aroundBut he didn't keep a grand
    household at allThe footmen at his breakfasts were really chanel fake stable
    grooms in livery for a few hoursCharlotte had secured a much more
    important invitation for ScarlettIt would do exactly what was needed
    to prepare for her real debutScarlett couldn't possibly go first to
    Morland Hall instead of Charlotte's selection"I can and I will,"
    Scarlett said firmly She repeated it watch omega until
    Charlotte gave inShe didn't tell Charlotte the restShe needed to
    go someplace where she felt at least a little bit comfortableNow
    that it was getting close, the prospect of " - scared her even more
    than it enticed herShe kept thinking of - Mammy had said about her
    once: "Just a mule in horse's harnessthe Paris-inspired sale gucci handbags wardrobe
    from MrsSims came into the house Scarlett thought of the saying
    more
    and more oftenShe could imagne hundreds of lords and ladies and
    earls and countesses whispering when she went to her first important
    party"Bart, I'm glad to see yu)) "I'm glad to see you, too,
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:07 pm
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    kelly bag hermes,new cartier,birkin bag hermes,bag dolce gabbana,chanel jewelry@@@@@“Well, I get to watch your souls a lot,
    but I never get to talk with 'emI've had so many questions just piling up higher and higher
    Plus, I've always thought that if a person wants to, he can get along with just about anybodyI
    like putting my theories to the testAnd see, here you are, one of the nicest gals I ever metIt's
    real interesting to have a soul kelly bag hermes as a friend, and it makes me feel super special that I've managed
    it
    He winked at me, bowed from the waist, and walked away
    Just because I now understood Jeb's plan, it didn't make things easier when he escalated it
    He never took the gun anywhere anymoreI didn't know where it was, but I was grateful that
    Jamie wasn't sleeping with it, at leastIt made me new cartier a little nervous to have Jamie with me
    unprotected, but I decided he was actually in less danger without the gunNo one would feel
    the need to hurt him when he wasn't a threatBesides, no one came looking for me anymore
    Jeb started sending me on little errandsRun back to the kitchen for another roll, he was still
    hungryGo fetch a bucket of water, this birkin bag hermes corner of the field was dryPull Jamie out of his class,
    Jeb needed to speak with himWere the spinach sprouts up yet? Go and checkDid I remember
    my way through the south caves? Jeb had a message for Doc
    Every time I had to carry out one of these simple directives, I was in a sweaty haze of fearI
    concentrated on being invisible and walked as quickly as I could bag dolce gabbana without running through the
    big rooms and the dark corridorsI tended to hug the walls and keep my eyes down
    Occasionally, I would stop conversation the way I used to, but mostly I was ignoredThe only
    time I felt in immediate danger of death was when I interrupted Sharon's class to get JamieThe
    look Sharon gave me seemed designed to be followed by hostile chanel jewelry ac
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    9:59 pm
    @@@@@When the fire died down in the middle of the
    @@@@@When the fire died down in the middle of the night the first child to become chilled would get up and fill the stove again"It ain't so bad wearin' dirty clothes," he told Minetta, "it keeps the bugs off ya He had washed his own clothing since he was five years old
    "Ain't that a hell of a choice?" Minetta asked"Smell your own stink or get carried away by the bugs He was thinking of the clothes he used to wearHe was always known as the best dresser on the block, the first kid to pick up the new dance steps, and now he had a shirt which was two sizes too big for him"Hey, did you hear that joke about Army clothes?" he asked"It comes in two sizes, too large and too small
    "I heard it," Polack said Minetta remembered the way he would spend an hour in the middle of an afternoon dressing himself carefully, and combing his hair several timesIt gave him pleasure to do that even when he had no place to go"You tell me how to get out of the Army, and I'll say you can beat every game
    "There's ways," Polack said
    "Sure, you can go to heaven too, but who does?"
    "There's ways," Polack repeated mysteriously again, nodding his head in the darknessMinetta could just make out his profile, and he decided that he looked like a cartoon of Uncle Sam with his hooked broken nose and his long jaw slanting back to his receded gums
    "Well, what way?" Minetta asked
    "You ain't got the guts for it," Polack said
    "I don't see you getting out," Minetta persisted
    Polack's voice was rasping and humorous"I like it in the Army," he said
    Minetta was becoming irritatedIt was impossible ever to win an argument with Polack"Aaah, fug you," he said
    They turned away from each other and settled down in their blanke
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    9:59 pm
    @@@@@He was, in fact, entirely on his father’s
    @@@@@He was, in fact, entirely
    on his father’s side of the questionHis surprise was not so great as
    his father’s at her refusing Crawford, because, so far from supposing
    her to consider him with anything like a preference, he had always
    believed it to be rather the reverse, and could imagine her to be
    taken perfectly unprepared, but Sir Thomas could not regard the
    connexion as more desirable than he didIt had every recommendation
    to him; and while honouring her for what she had done
    under the influence of her present indifference, honouring her in
    rather stronger terms than Sir Thomas could quite echo, he was
    most earnest in hoping, and sanguine in believing, that it would be
    a match at last, and that, united by mutual affection, it would appear
    that their dispositions were as exactly fitted to make them blessed
    in each other, as he was now beginning seriously to consider them
    Crawford had been too precipitateHe had not given her time to
    attach herselfHe had begun at the wrong endWith such powers
    as his, however, and such a disposition as hers, Edmund trusted that
    everything would work out a happy conclusionMeanwhile, he saw
    enough of Fanny’s embarrassment to make him scrupulously guard
    against exciting it a second time, by any word, or look, or movement
    Crawford called the next day, and on the score of Edmund’s return,
    Sir Thomas felt himself more than licensed to ask him to stay
    dinner; it was really a necessary complimentHe staid of course,
    and Edmund had then ample opportunity for observing how he
    sped with Fanny, and what degree of immediate encouragement for
    him might be extracted from her manners; and it was so little, so
    291
    Jane Austen
    very, very little—every chance, every possibility of it, resting upon
    her embarrassment only; if there was not hope in her confusion,
    there was hope in nothing else—that he was almost ready to wonder
    at his friend’s perseveranceFanny was worth it all; he held her
    to be worth every effort of patience, every exertion of mind, but he
    did not think he could have gone on himself with any woman breathing,
    without something more to warm his courage than his eyes
    could discern in hersHe was very willing to hope that Crawford
    saw clearer, and this was the most comfortable conclusion for his
    friend that he could come to from all that he observed to pass before,
    and at, and after dinner
    In the evening a few circumstances occurred which he thought
    more promisingWhen he and Crawford walked into the drawingroom,
    his mother and Fanny were sitting as intently and silently at
    work as if there were nothing else to care forEdmund could not
    help noticing their apparently deep tranquillity
    “We have not been so silent all the time,” replied his mother
    “Fanny has been reading to me, and only put the book down upon
    hearing you coming And sure enough there was a book on the
    table which had the air of being very recently closed: a volume of
    Shakespeare“She often reads to me out of those books; and she
    was in the middle of a very fine speech of that man’s—what’s his
    name, Fanny?—when we heard your footsteps
    Crawford took the volume“Let me have the pleasure of finishing
    that speech to your ladyship,” said he“I shall find it immediately
    And by carefully giving way to the inclination of the leaves, he did
    find it, or within a page or two, quite near enough to satisfy Lady
    Bertram, who assured him, as soon as he mentioned the name of
    Cardinal Wolsey, that he had got the very speechNot a look or an
    offer of help had Fanny given; not a syllable for or againstAll her
    attention was for her w
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:05 pm
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    extraordinary lodgings, this attentionI think you will pay a terrible price, my dear
    “Why do you say that?”
    “It’s all so grand
    “You concern yourself too deeply
    “No, you deceive yourself too easilyMy brother, Claude, has always said you take too much
    from the gucci mens wallet monseigneurOne day the bill will be presented to you
    “Your brother, Claude, is a sweet old man with feathers in his headIt’s why the monseigneur
    gives him only the most insignificant assignmentsYou send him out for a paper in Montparnasse
    he ends up in Marseilles not knowing how he got fake cartier there The telephone inside the villa rang,
    interrupting the Jackal’s man“Our new friend will get it,” he said
    “She’s a strange one,” added the old woman
    “She works for the monseigneur
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    81
    “Really?”
    “I haven’t had time to tell youShe will relay his prada milano instructions
    The uniformed nurse, her light brown hair pulled severely back into a bun, appeared in the
    doorway“Monsieur, it is Paris,” she said, her wide gray eyes conveying an urgency missing in her
    low, understated voice The Jackal’s courier walked inside, following the nurse to knock off louis vuitton the telephoneShe
    picked it up and handed it to him“This is Jean Pierre Fontaine
    “Blessings upon you, child of God,” said the voice several thousand miles away“Is everything
    suitable?”
    “Beyond description,” answered the old manso grand, so much more than we deserve
    “However I may balenciaga city serve
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:10 pm
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    like Ashley, bone honest and full of unbusinesslike idealsShe
    remembered them talking together at the siteIf ever there were
    birds
    of a feather, it was those twoShe wouldn't be surprised if they
    stopped in the middle of talking lumber prices to start talking about
    some tiffany replica jewelry fool book they'd readScarlett's eyes grew thoughtful
    She ought to send harriet Kelly to AtlantaShe'd be a perfect wife
    for AshleyThey were another two of a kind, living out of books,
    hopeless in the real worldharriet was a ninny in lots of ways, but
    she stuck by her obligations-she'd stayed with her no-good rolex daytona cosmograph husband
    for
    nearly ten years-and she had her own kind of gumption
    It took a lot of sand to walk in to the commanding officer in broken
    shoes and beg for Danny Kelly's lifeAshley needed that kind of steel
    behind himhe needed somebody to take care of, too
    It couldn't be doing him any good having India and Aunt Pitty fussing
    over him all the omega seamaster gold timeWhat it was likely doing to Beau was too awful
    to think aboutBilly Kelly would teach him a thing or threeShe'd better send a box of smelling salts for Aunt
    Pitty along with Billy Kelly
    Cat would be heartbroken without BillyShe'd drooped for a week
    when
    Ocras ran away, and the tabby hadn't been one-tenth of what replica cartier Billy
    was
    in her lifeBesides, harriet couldn't stand the heatNo, it
    wouldn't do at allScarlett bent her head to the account
    books againhe ve got to stop spending so much money," Scarlett
    said
    angrilyShe shook the account book at Mrs"There's no
    reason on earth for feeding this army of servants when flour for bread
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:08 pm
    @@@@@ Someone quickly shushed himThere were no
    @@@@@
    Someone quickly shushed himThere were no footsteps behind meThey must have seen the
    wisdom of letting me go
    The hall was dark and desertedIf I was lucky, I'd be able to cut around the edge of the big
    garden plaza in the dark with no one the wiser
    In all my time here, the one thing I'd never found was the way outIt seemed as if I'd been
    down every tunnel time and again, and I'd never seen an opening I hadn't eventually explored in
    search of one thing or anotherI thought about it now as I crept through the deepest shadowed
    corners of the big caveWhere could the exit be? And I thought about this: if I could figure that
    puzzle out, would I be able to leave?
    I couldn't think of anything worth leaving for–certainly not the desert waiting outside, but also
    not the Seeker, not the Healer, not my Comforter, not my life before, which had left such a
    shallow impression on meEverything that really mattered was with me hereThough he
    would kill me, JaredI couldn't imagine walking away from either of themDoc, Trudy, Lily, Wes, Walter, HeathStrange humans who
    could overlook what I was and see something they didn't have to killMaybe it was just
    curiosity, but regardless of that, they were willing to side with me against the rest of their
    tight-knit family of survivorsI shook my head in wonder as I traced the rough rock with my
    hands
    I could hear others in the cavern, on the far side from meI didn't pause; they could not see me
    here, and I'd just found the crevice I was looking for
    After all, there was really only one place for me to goEven if I could somehow have guessed
    the way to escape, I would still have gone this wayI crept into the blackest darkness
    imaginable and hurried along my way
    CHAPTER 27
    Undecided
    Ifelt my way back to my prison hole
    It had been weeks and weeks since I'd been down this particular corridor; I hadn't been back
    since the morning after Jared had left and Jeb had set me freeIt seemed to me that while I lived
    and Jared was in the caves, this must be where I belonged
    There was no dim light to greet me
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    9:59 pm
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    Hearn leaned back in his chair"All right, I suppose I was an assSo what? There's a kind of pleasure in telling somebody like Conn where to shove it
    "It was a completely pointless thing to doI suppose you considered it some kind of indignity to have to listen to him
    "You're being very young about itThe rights you have as a person depend completely upon my whimJust stop and think about thatWithout me you're just rolex watches for women a second lieutenant, which I suppose is the operative definition of a man who has no soul of his ownYou weren't telling him to shove it" -- the General's distasteful pronunciation of "shove it" italicized the phrase -- "I was, in effect, telling him, and I had no wish to do so at the timeSuppose you stand up now while you're talking to meYou might as well start at first principlesI'm damned if I'm going to have people walking by and seeing you sit here as if earring chanel this division were a partnership between you and me
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    The General grinned at him suddenly with some mockery"I've heard the kind of filth Conn purveys for a good many more months than you haveIt's boring, Robert, because it's pointlessI'm a little disappointed that you reacted on such a primal level His voice flecked delicately against Hearn's mounting hermes bag annoyanc
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    to be, to give up Mary Crawford would be to give up the society of
    some of those most dear to me; to banish myself from the very
    houses and friends whom, under any other distress, I should turn to
    for consolationThe loss of Mary I must consider as comprehending
    the loss of Crawford and of FannyWere it a decided thing, an
    actual refusal, I hope I should know how to bear it, and how to
    endeavour to weaken her hold on my heart, and Cartier watch tank in the course of a
    few years—but I am writing nonsenseWere I refused, I must bear
    it; and till I am, I can never cease to try for her
    The only question is how? What may be the likeliest means? I have
    sometimes thought of going to London again after Easter, and sometimes
    resolved on doing nothing till she returns to MansfieldEven
    now, she speaks with pleasure of being in Mansfield in June; but
    June is at a great distance, and I believe I shall write to herI have
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    certainty is a material objectMy present state is miserably irksome
    Considering everything, I think a letter will be decidedly the best
    method of explanationI shall be able to write much that I could
    not say, and shall be giving her time for reflection before she resolves
    on her answer, and I am less afraid of the result of reflection
    than of an immediate hasty impulse; I think I amMy greatest danger
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    to help my own causeA letter exposes to all the evil of consultation,
    and where the mind is anything short of perfect decision, an
    adviser may, in an unlucky moment, lead it to do what it may afterwards
    regretI must think this matter over a littleThis long letter,
    full of my own concerns alone, will be enough to tire even the friendship
    of a FannyThe last time I saw Crawford was at MrsI am more and more satisfied with all that I see and tiffany diamond hear of
    himThere is not a shadow of waveringHe thoroughly knows his
    own mind, and acts up to his resolutions: an inestimable qualityI
    could not see him and my eldest sister in the same room without
    recollecting what you once told me, and I acknowledge that they
    did not meet as friendsThere was marked coolness on her side
    371
    Jane Austen
    They scarcely spokeI saw him draw back surprised, and I was sorry
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    inn and she’s ready to kill meShe doesn’t believe a word I told her and I’m going to erase the tape
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    “What?”
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    “We’re trying to piece it together; that’s where I was, over at the hospital
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    10:40 pm
    @@@@@She was obviously an ignorant, vain little
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    There's something admirable about anyone with serious religious
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    of
    Scarlett's siege was dark and cold and rainy"I just can't walk all
    the way to the convent through this downpour," she moaned, "I'll ruin
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    former coachman, EzekielHe had showed up, like a magical genie
    from
    a bottle, on the two rainy nights they were going out
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    carriageAnd I have to go, so I will"Mother Superior
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    school there," said the nun who opened the convent's doorNo one
    knew
    exactly how long the meeting would lastPerhaps one day, or several,
    or maybe a week or moreI don't have a week or more, Scarlett
    shouted
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    house through the rain"Throw away these damned boots," she
    ordered
    Pansy"And get me out some dry clothes Pansy was even more
    soaked
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    Scarlett said to herself, but she was more heartsick than angryThe
    rain stopped in the afternoonMiss Eleanor and Rosemary decided to
    go
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    She sat in her room brooding until the walls seemed to be closing in on
    her, then she went downstairs to the libraryMaybe Rhett would be
    there to provide some sympathyShe couldn't talk to anyone else
    about
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    doing
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    10:18 pm
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    gunfire from the west exterior of the terminal building, again accompanied by the shattering of
    glassThe first and nearer killer was narrowing down his targetsHe had to be stopped! thought
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    man?
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    shadows as Jason ran inside“Mo’s in bad shape—he was shot in the chestThe clerk’s dead and
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    shut“Get down on the floor!” A fusillade raked the wallsBourne got to his knees and fired back,
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    10:17 pm
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    722
    Jack tapped me on the shoulder, then leaned close
    to murmur in my earHadlock has entered the
    buildingWireman wants you to speed this up if
    you can
    The main gallery - where the Girl and Ship
    paintings hung - was on the way to the office, and
    Elizabeth could leave by the loading door in back
    after having her drink; it would actually be more
    convenient for her wheelchairHadlock could
    accompany her, if he so desiredBut I dreaded
    taking her past the Ship series, and it was no
    longer her critical opinion I was worried about
    "Come on," she said, and clicked her amethyst ring
    on the arm of her wheelchair
    "All right," I said, and began pushing her toward
    the main gallery
    "Are you all right, Eddie?" Pam asked in a low
    voiceWhat's wrong?"
    I only shook my headWe were in the main room now
    The pictures were suspended at a height of about
    six feet; the room was otherwise openThe walls,
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    covered with coarse brown stuff that looked like
    burlap, were bare except for Wireman Looks WestI
    rolled Elizabeth's chair slowly alongThe wheels
    were soundless on the pale blue carpetThe murmur
    of the crowd behind us had either stopped or my
    ears had filtered it outI seemed to see the
    paintings for the first time, and they looked
    oddly like stills culled from a strip of movie
    filmEach image was a little clearer, a little
    more in focus, but always essentially the same,
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    blood across the water and infected the skyThe
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    although it was impossible to say just what, you
    feared for the little girl alone in her rowboat,
    the little girl who first appeared in a tic-tactoe
    dress, the little girl afloat on the wine-dark
    Gulf
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    girl (still with the false red hair and now also
    wearing Reba's polka-dotted dress) blocked out all
    but the letter
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    be satisfied till she had written a long and angry letter to Fanny, to
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    have it in her power to tell them, as she now and then did, in an
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    5
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    everything else, as could not but dispose them all to a reconciliation
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    Abruptly, he realized the firing had stoppedAh gotta git back in the weeds where the Japs won' find meHe tried to rise but he felt too weakSlowly, grunting from the effort, he crawled a few yards farther back into the tall grass, and relaxed again, content because he could no longer see the fieldHis dizziness, his well-being sifted through his bodyFeels like Ah'm likkered upHe shook his head in bewildermentHe remembered sitting in a bar once, pleasantly drunk, his hand around the hips of the woman beside him in the boothHe was going home with her in a few minutes, and a tingle of passion flushed through him at the thought"That's right, honey," he heard himself say, looking at the roots of the kunai grass before his nose
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